sometimes i wonder if anyone will ever take notice if im not at my happy, cheerful mood. am i that unpredictable, so much so that even if i have a million things running through my mind, no one will ever take notice.

izzit possible if i can stop being strong for once
izzit possible if i can show the other side of me to the public.

i didnt know that sometimes, smiling can be that tired too.
i think i need a break.