Tuesday, February 03, 2009

IM HUNGRY!!!!
hahahas.
projects, tests, presentations
are killing me.

but still, i want to face stress with a smile.
because i know i can do it=)
LOLS.

eh, random stuffs but
i miss my old organiser.=(
some people laugh and call me a bimbo when i tell them about it
but my organiser is the closest thing to me now.
some where i can pour my thoughts out to.=)

peter said sth that got me reflecting just now during dinner.
i know he was joking about it
but wadever he said got my mind working.
he said sth like, "be yourself or sth. "
as in the real you.

the real me = hidden= i dont even know how the real me is like.
this is how pathetic.
i try searching
but i cannt get the answer.
or rather, im just afraid that i'll be like all the other normal humans on earth with selfish thoughts, gains.=(
no, im not someone like that.
right.?

anw, its saddening when your closest ones dont support ur dreams and interests.
i seriously dont understand why does people judge a book by its cover.
its always like tht. =X
and, i didnt know its soooo important to show people ur passion, your work, to gain prasies.
i thought people will recongise your talents,
if you work hard enough

arghhh.
as much as i want to rant out everything here
i cant
because this isnt my private lil space anymore
maybe, one day when i blog out every single rants here,
it will be the day when i couldnt take it anymore
no more caring about what the others think.
no more covering.
no more.

so much problems.
friends, family, studies, passion, dreams, and myself.

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