people always asked," hey!! so whats the lastest news in ur life now?!?!"
or " how have you been doing?!!", "any juicy news or updates??!!!"
me," haha. no."

and im not lying. not really.
i dun think going for dance everyday is sth new.
i dont find talking to guys are super cool and gossipy unless its someone i like or EC.
and i dont really want to gossip too much abt the others. not anymore. at least not now.

so basically i dun really know what to tell pple about myself.
and it wasnt like tht in the past.
i used to rant non stop to my dearest about whats happening in my life, even the smallest details.
so what exactly gone wrong along the way. ?
izzit me or the people i know have changed.
or rather, all of us take on a different route in life.
so much so that we got no time for each other. or maybe even worse, it doesnt really matters. because the current life is so much benefical for ones popularity.
gahhhs. okay. nvm. i dun really know what am i talking about.
and this post wasnt really directed at anyone or any clique, groups, etc.
its more of wad im thinking about for the past few days.
im so sick and tired of stopping myself from writing down my thoughts in this blog.
im so lazy to just post about the happy stuffs thats happening in my life.
im so f***up from being so superfical.

this is MY blog. so im entitled to rant, grumble, and write whatever i want here.
so im not going to stop myself. no. not anymore.

i just want my friends back.
the friends i used to know.
and not some hi bye friends who are there for the sake of being there.
like what twinnie said, sooner or later pple will filter themselves out of ur life.
i dont really want my close friends to do that.
esp when its being forced to.

oh, well, i dun really know what to say anymore.
maybe its because of my stupid PMS
thats why im ranting like no body's business here.
just ignore me. whatever.