i realised something today; i always realised random stuffs when im alone.

as i scroll down my internet browser, i see alot different bloglinks. bloglinks that belong to my friends. and im afraid to click on them.
how weird. its not supposed to be like that.
im supposed to keep myself about all my friends so that we wont lose contact but sometimes i feel so weird seeing how different our life are like.
and how much u are missing in their world.

so instead of feeling so insecure and upset, why not just turn away from it.
gahhs. i hate the me now. like seriously.
feeling so insecure sucks.
when can i ever get my self confidence back?
where can i find my assurance?
izzit that hard for someone to assure u that everything is fine.
izzit that hard for me to find someone that truly understands. and really listen to me.?


omg. girls with their periods are sooooo EMOTIONALLY UNSTABLE.