ahhhh!!!!!!!!!! okay. i want to blog but nothing seems to come out from my brain. maybe im just too tired. too tired to think of wad to write. what to say so tht i can still cover up my problems. at least for now.

its tiring and sad to know tht theres no one. NO ONE in this world i can show the irresponsible, unreasonable side of me to. im so tired of being the person everyone expects me to be like. the girl tht everyone shapes me to be. soon, im goanna clean forget who i really am and live in the expectations of the rest of the world. how WONDERFUL. tragic.

im so sorry to rant here. but one of my friend told me tht she doesnt care what pple say abt her on her blog becos she is given the right to rant at her personal space. a place tht belongs to her. hahas. so i've decided to follow her footsteps and say out wad i want to say. for this one and only post. =X