results were out yesterday and i guess i did pretty okay. but still the marks are still not there. i dont have the satisfactory feeling inside me. all i felt was numb.

checked out the universities in UK just now and guess wad, i dont even know what course i want to further my studies in. am i regreting my decision, should i change my course of study next yr? ahhh.. what should i do. im CONFUSED. maybe i shouldnt think as much but still i DONT WANT to regret when im neither here nor there when i grad with my dip cert. -_- life is complicated. and i hate complications. it gives me serious headache. argh.

anyway. sister introduce me this new song, dance with my father. arghs.. stupid emo song. allows tears to be form in my eyes. oh godd..

http://profile.imeem.com/f4QkHV/music/Tl6OpfXV/dance_with_my_father/
click on link to listen to the song. damn nice=)

Back when I was a child
Before life removed all the innocence
My father would lift me high
And dance with my mother and me and then

Spin me around till I fell asleep
Then up the stairs he would carry me
And I knew for sure I was loved

If I could get another chance
Another walk, another dance with him
I’d play a song that would never, ever end
How I’d love, love, love to dance with my father again
Ooh, ooh

When I and my mother would disagree
To get my way I would run from her to him
He’d make me laugh just to comfort me, yeah, yeah
Then finally make me do just what my mama said

Later that night when I was asleep
He left a dollar under my sheet
Never dreamed that he Would be gone from me

If I could steal one final glance
One final step, one final dance with him
I’d play a song that would never, ever end
‘Cause I’d love, love, love to dance with my father again

Sometimes I’d listen outside her door
And I’d hear her, mama cryin’ for him
I pray for her even more than me
I pray for her even more than me

I know I’m prayin’ for much too much
But could You send back the only man she loved
I know You don’t do it usually
But Lord, she’s dyin’ to dance with my father again
Every night I fall asleep And this is all I ever dream