ARGHHHSSS!!!! im so F* off by my stupid IRRATING life.=X
problems, problems and more problems.. why can't all these shit go away? fuck them. wth. *screams*

im so so so stressed up by my stupid life.
i hate it when pple say i wasnt taking doing anything about it.
i detest it when pple say that im slacking more than ever, ever since i stepped into poly. IM NOT SLACKING!!! not exactly..
okay.. maybe i was when i first started my school term..
fun and lazy fuk care attitude take over my clear and determine mind on going to uni and topping the class whatsoever.
BUT THATS THE PAST!!
I REALISED MY STUPID MISTAKE AND WANTED TO CHANGE IT..
WHY CANT PPLE GIVE A CHANCE FOR ME TO DO IT??
everytime when im so so so determined to study, sth WILL crop up and bring the word STUDY away from me. aRGHSS!!
okay. maybe its my PROBLEM THT I WASNT DETERMINED ENOUGH TO REJECT PPLE, REJECT MY FRIENDS.
from now on, im so going to fuck care any thing tht happens in my life and concentrate all on my studies.
im not going to care about any crushes, eye candies, outings, and whatever stupid stuffs tht happen.
MY LIFE IS GOING TO BE ALL ABOUT STUDYING. LALALALALAS.
thts what pple want me to be uhhs. isnt it so??
HOW WONDERFUL.