after today, i think that im really shallow. i hate the feeling of being lost inthe middle of no where. i detest the thought that i dont really know what kind of person am i. i dont like it when i got no own style of my own. i admit that im fickle minded but thats becos i dont really know whats the best for me. i want a own style and i want a own personality. i dislike being labeled as a generalist. maybe its time for me to really sit down and think about the things thats going round me. what exactly had happen and everything. i hate to say that but who the heck is this girl i looked at when im standing infront of a mirror. i dont even have the slightest clue bout who she is.=(( and i hate it tht way.

maybe i should start understand myself. knowing my wants and needs, my style and my thoughts. maybe im not who i am. arghhs. i dont know what the hell im typing.
WADEVER.

i miss the fion that is ever once so clear abt what she wants.
i miss her determination about stuffs
and her nver once lost personality.
I WANT HER BACK.
NOT THAT U KNOW IT BUT O MISS YOU.