=)

2009-05-27T00:29:00.002+08:00

dear un-predictedlove.blogspot.com,
i still love you alot but im MOVING!!!!!!!!!
no worries, if im bored of the new blog,
maybe i'll be back blogging here again=)
but meanwhile, i'll be at
http://herlovelylocks.blogspot.com
LOL.

ps: i'll miss you=X
and byee=)

2009-05-20T17:47:00.002+08:00

the thing about secrets,
they spread.
just like oil and fire combine.
its just the matter of which direction it goes to.
the populated city or the unknown wildness.
=)
CONCLUSION,
dont keep one.

2009-05-20T17:13:00.002+08:00

despite the fact that they are no longer popular,
despite the fact that they are in the limelight
they are still the 1st boyband i go crazy over.
all the chasing, concerts, events.=)
omg. =)

5566 songs always got this effect on me.

2009-05-19T10:20:00.002+08:00

IM FEELING MUCH BETTER NOW.=)
thanks for the encouragements peeps
it really meant alot.
you can always see who is there for you when things happen.
thanks main for the encouragements.
love you lah=)

im just glad that sometimes things happen
so that im able to make my decision and move on with life.
HAHAH.
the world is so big, as compared to me and my problems.
i think i got the whole life to explore
so why stuck on one problem and not get through with it.
LOLS.

2009-05-18T03:00:00.002+08:00

its all so messy
im so fucked up.
i need a get away.
=X

2009-05-18T01:51:00.001+08:00

hahha.
LIKE WAD THE POSTER SAID,
vote for FARHAN!!
lols.

2009-05-17T22:54:00.002+08:00

SUMMARY OF THE WEEKEND.=)
clubbing on friday was fun fun fun with twinnie, iman, james, martin and nic=)
went over to rebel, zirca, and lunar.
all the crapping and laughter.
is sth i'll never forget. =)

dance orientation on sat, followed by KO night.
dance oritentation was short and DUNNO won the dance com=)
yayys!! lols. so proud of them.
finally, im not a junior anymore. its weird being called as a senior.
like how am i called a gl instead of a freshie in venos.=X
haha. its just a passing phrase i guess.
KO NIGHT was an eye opener for me.
it always have been. i envious and respect all those who dare to go out there and show their love for dance. they make me feel so small in comparsion so much so that i got to buck up and push myself even more.
anw, congrats to those who made it. =)
omg. i didnt know ronald was so dope.
HAHAHA. wah not bad uhhs. LOL.
(but that still doesnt give u the reason to bully me!!! rahh!)
and im still proud of tpde seniors.
i think everyone improve alot.! all the best yo.

went out with cousins today!! (sunday)
jia, angeline, and oilver
it was ages ever since we meet up.
OMG. talking to them was fun. =)
it reminds me of the times when we go overseas tgt.
HAHAH. ALL THE GIRLY STUFFS.
lols. i spend hell lot today thou.
SUPER BROKE NOW.=(
i bought dance cap, earrings, bikini, shirts and jeans.
ahh. im going to bring cup noodles to work everyday next week
=(((

okay. off watching movie with sis now.
byeee=)

the only thing i want to do now is to get away from that 12 storey building.
i dont ever want to climb up there again.
because the fall is sooooo
hurtful.
somethings are best to be left alone.
i'll recover, just like before.
but never will i ever believe in it again.
never. ever.

birthday posts

2009-05-17T22:41:00.002+08:00

IMAN=)
thanks for the book:) im glad that we somehow become friends again. thanks for making the 1st move by sending us the neoprints we took super long ago. HAHAH. really miss hanging out with you. lols. anw, u cheer up too okays!! i think all of us are going through alot of stuffs but we can make things easier by sharing them or just by ranting the problems out. thats what friends are for, right?!
hahaha. yupps, i do hope that we can make this friendship last.
=))

TWINNIE=))
HAPPY BELATED BDAY!! hope u enjoy that night. and for the amelia side we'll make it up next week=) lols. anw, twinnie, i just want to say no matter how irritating and loud and bimbotic you are, i still love you because i've seen the prefect side of u before. thanks for letting me see that side of you and be there for me whenever i need someone to be there. =) its amazing how can we be so close after so long. even though we might not meet as often anymore, im just happy that we still put in the effort to take time out from our busy life to meet even for a short while. i always love talking to you ! HAHAHA.
love you twinnie!!

JAMES=)
HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! LOLS. thanks for coming dwn tht night. it was fun having you there. as usual, u always try your best to protect us. HAHAHA. even though we somehow lost contact im still glad that u are always still there for us, botak boy. lols. hope u'll enjoy ur army and keep in contact kays!! see ya real soon=))

=)

2009-05-15T16:15:00.002+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY IMAN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
hope you'll enjoy your birthday this year.
hahaha. shall post the super long bday msg for you when im free from work
LOLS.
SU subcomm appreciation day after work then
off to club later!!!
hahaha

BYEE=)

2009-05-14T23:18:00.003+08:00

RECENTLY I GOT ALOT OF FAMILY TIME.
BOWLING, LATE NIGHT MOVIES, OUTINGS.
hahahah. not forgetting mummy's bday and sis's bday celebration.
LOLS. OH MOTHER DAY TOO.
i know its abit late but its the thoughts that count right.
**mother day's present still in progress..
arghhhs. meanwhile i think i'll just post the photos 1st.
sis bday at bark's cafe. HAHAH
I LIKE THAT PLACE.
lovely atmosphere. =D
and good service. HAHHHAHA.
ITS ALOT LIKE SUMMER BREEZE.

mummy's bday present!! lols.

anw, its the election period again!!

I HOPE I CAN MAKE IT DOWN SOMEDAY TO VOTE FOR THEM.=)

lol. ALL THE BEST EVERYONE.

SU, BUSINESS, ENGINE, DESIGN, IIT, AS AND HSS!!

I LOVE TP=)

2009-05-14T16:54:00.000+08:00

=X
Rahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2009-05-11T23:31:00.002+08:00

its time, for a change.

not only for the future, but also back at the past.

im going to get everything back

this zombie person here is going to disappear after today.

i hope. =)

once again my goals, ambitions, and targets.

i need to bring them back in focus once again.

2009-05-11T00:13:00.003+08:00

i wanted to create a new blog.
like since forever, so today, i finally made up my mind and click on "create new blog".
but halfway through, i stop and click back.
omgggggggg
=/.

its alot like life and making decisions
i want people to understand me like what kind of person am i,
what i like or dont like.
but im not giving them a chance to.
this is so not me. what happen to the fion that is ever so cheerful smiling from her heart, and never afraid to show her true self.
i think layers and layers of the superfical world is caking up on my face. just like a thick makeup.
i cant even see the true me anymore.

this is also why i didnt want to make a facebook quiz.
im just afraid that people dont know the ans to my questions.
im actually scared to find out how many people actually understands me.
omg, im so P A T H E T I C -_-

2009-05-09T16:22:00.001+08:00

A BIG THANKS TO TWINNIE AND AUNTIE YANTI FOR YTD.
=))

2009-05-09T16:09:00.003+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SIS=))

ur finally 16 (semi legal?!!!) and still have a long way to go.

all the best for ur o levels this year

believe you can do it and u will. =)

(OMG, I SOUND SO TEACHER-ISH)

lol. okay. anw, hope u enjoy ur last birthday with exams!!

LOL.

2009-05-08T02:47:00.002+08:00

DEAREST LAVONE- CRAZY GIRL here sells pretty clothes from her blogshop!!!
go take alook

@ http://veraniokiss.livejournal.com

loves!!!=))

2009-05-07T00:41:00.002+08:00

OKAY I KNOW I KEEP POSTING AND POSTING. BUT WAITTTTTTTTTTTTT
bear with me for one more post.
cos this is very important.
LOL
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HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY LOVELY DEAREST BEST FRIEND FOREVER AND EVER!!!!!!

from sec one when we dont really know each other to sec 2,3,4..... till now, 19 years old.
between these 7 yrs, we been through so much,
cg, different grps of friends, different paths of education life
but whenever i turn ard, its always you.
smiling at me retardly with that twist. =)
lols. omg. even though we got our fights, our arguements.
i know we still love each other alot.
(okay lah, before ur boyfriend starts to kill me)
im really happy for you two.
lols. after so much, so long,
u end up with the guy u supposed to be with 6 yrs ago.
FATE. =))LOL
anw, i hope u enjoy ur bday and meet up on friday!!
LOVE YOU GIRL.
thanks for being there, the past 7 yrs,
thanks for being part of it. and make it a big difference for me.
u know wad i mean,
if i were to list them down,
i wont end this post in another 1 hour.
lols! love you girl!!
=)

2009-05-07T00:37:00.002+08:00

went back to tp today in the morning.
and, i realised how much i miss walking down that concourse.
when the whole world are friends.
the hellos and byes
smile and hugs.
its never the same anymore.
from a freshie to a senior and now a grad wannabe (laojiao)
im missing the times.
how i wish i have my sip around the school.

2009-05-07T00:22:00.002+08:00

so innocent. so sweet. so lovely.
the pleaing look. the eyes that talk.
its begging for no more disappointment.
can you feel it.

___________________

anw, i got this from carmen's blogshop=)
helped her model for her clothes that day.
so RANDOM. lols.
but its fun, posing around the sch=)
lols. go visit the site!!
she got nice clothes. =)
must trust the designer! LOL.
OH AND partner's blogshop too. !
http://hime-shop.blogspot.com

carmen!!!

i think i look like a kid=(

shit. but nvm.

young is always good.=)

____________________________

I WANTED TO GO FOR ANAN;S CLASS TODAY BUT ITS FREAKING FULL!!!

so went for freddy's one in the end

i enjoyed myself dancing and controling.

i want to learn street jazz from freddy!!

but still, i want to go for an's hiphop!

arghh next week must earlier.

NIGHTS PEOPLE!!

2009-05-06T10:43:00.000+08:00

* its super retarded and FUNN=)

we should do this again!

anw, i thought of extending my hair AGAIN!

oh gosh. convince me not too=X

HAHAHAHHA

see the world.

2009-05-05T00:45:00.002+08:00

i want to travel to japan, taiwan, hk, korea, european countries and america.
i want to go backpacking. make more friends, learn about the different culturals and take beautiful photos that i got to keep with me for the rest of my life.
singapore is too much of a comfort zone.
if i got the chance to, i want to explore.
i want to see the world in different perspective, different views.
like wad yanti has said,
even when im old, i still want to travel, be it with friends or alone.
HAHAH. im slightly different
i want to travel with my spouse. my husband my soulmate=)
LOL.

omg, im getting way too emotional here.
its the mood swings. arghhs, i think the long await once a month visit has come knocking on my door now. rahhhh. !!!!

2009-05-03T11:10:00.002+08:00

KO night was dope=)
alot of good dancers all over from singapore. and even malaysia.!
the courage of dancing infront of so many people,
freestyling to the music.
dopeshit.
=)

congrats to all who made it to top 8.
and i stil think the 0nes tht didnt make it did a great job too.
jiayou people!! dun give up dancing=)
hiphop competition this yr was tough!
it'll be even tougher next year!!
so if i want to join next yr i got to train damn hard for it.
one year. is all that i got.
=)
partner! we try together kays?!
im scared too!! =X

2009-04-29T14:31:00.001+08:00

** from amelia's blog. =)

sweet.

back at work.

2009-04-29T09:14:00.002+08:00

after rotting at home with nth to do for one whole day,

im back at work again!

LOL. cough was much better when i undergo the medication.=)

haha, okay.

i dun really know what to say anymore.

shall blog again if im bored later! =)

BYEE.

ps: the new threadmill is arriving tonight!! LOL

2009-04-28T02:18:00.002+08:00

if you are a balloon,

i'll never fill u up with helium gas.

LOLS.

watch friday 13th with martin, lt, lav, kevin, and jonas

stupid scary show.

JASOONNNNNN!!!!!!!!!!

LOL!!

anw, went over to tamp to meet up with besties.

laughter, joys, all add up to them .

lols=) thanks loves for the company when i see the docs!

we got to meet up every week!

MISSES=x

OKAY got to rest now.

otf with tweenie!

didnt talk to her for super long already can?!!

miss you lah=))

LOVES!

OKAY BYEE PEOPLE=)

2009-04-27T16:56:00.002+08:00

Dear SIP,

i hope you'll be less boring. From now on, i'll try to think positively whenever we are together.
we got to learn how to co exist because we need to spend 4 months together, to be exact, 90 days. LOL.

SO LETS COOPERATE AND NOT CAUSE ANY TROUBLE FOR EACH OTHER OKAY?!
=)

cheers`

2009-04-26T09:51:00.002+08:00

i wanted to post a post ytd after i came back from mg.
i wanted to log on to msn and chat with everybody.
but i just fell on my bed and SLEEP-_-
im tired. and cant wait to get into my lala land.
LOL. however, ytd's dream was a shocking one for me.
=X

anw, back to ytd.
brought bro to his music lesson at peni and met up with suria there
got a long talk with her.

and KC, u got to stay strong=)
i know there is alot of stuffs going on and wad makes it worst is almost all of us are currently not in school. but do take much care.
if you want we can still meet up for sessions, or just chilling.
rmb our lesson date!! HAHAHHAHAH.=)
JIAYOUUUUUUUU=)

brought my bro back to simei so that he can bus home and cabbed to smu to meet up with the rest.=)
went over to mg and,
YAH, IM GLAD THAT I GO.
because i learnt alot there.
like the grooving methods, the feel, and why people can dance so freely.
the love they have for dance is like WOWWWWW
lol. i like the fact that the people there dance because they want to express and not impress.
i think everyone did a good job=)
the next stop is KO.
jiayou people=)

went over to yoshi for dinner
and bus home with kevin, liting, and jonas.
i realised that all of us are trapped in our own problems, burdens, unable to find a way to breakaway from them
only if we can all like breakfree away from that stupid web entanglement.
if only we could live like a small child without worries for a day.
jiayou all my friends.
i believe we all can do it.
throw away the unimportant.
the treasure what we have=)

PS: okay this is abit random but im sorry if i did or say sth stupid ytd because my mood ytd was like super unpredictedable (haha. like my blog). alot of things are going through my mind and its my fault that i cannot handle them well enough inside
so some of them actually "flow" out and ya.
so if i did show attitude or anything
SORRY!!
=S
u all know i still love u all alot=)
LOL.

PS2: shall update about the human wheel barrow again. =)

2009-04-24T16:26:00.000+08:00

its the imprefections that prefect the night.=)

2009-04-24T13:40:00.002+08:00

New loves :
pink and sliver = super cool ! hahahah
kitkat is the new kinderjoy for me=)
SIP= a way to pass your time.
Lunchbreak= a treat for the eye :P
dance session= find ways to break through
dinner at home= bond with family
rinku's outing= bond with empire
meet up with friends= catch up because we miss each other

LOL. i think life like this will be PREFECT
if we got 48 hours per day.
=)
dope shit.
anw, i want to learn how to do a box split! ( its call a box split, right?!)
LOL.
okay, got to go finish up my stuffs at work now.
BYEE=)

pS: IM GOING BACK TO TP LATER!! ayyyes=)

2009-04-24T00:22:00.001+08:00

i hate my cough.
everytime when im coughing, it feels like vomiting but no actual stuffs come out lah
hahah.
but still, its freaking irritating
esp when im dancing or talking to people
arghhh
=X

2009-04-22T17:40:00.000+08:00

IM BLOGGING FROM MY SIP WORK PLACE=)

2009-04-22T00:16:00.002+08:00

RANDOM PHOTOS!!!

cheapo!! omg u damn tan!!! HAHAHAH. SEE THE DIFF?!!

KENT!!! MY PARTNER in crime!=)
why u mia for ecp!! see ya tmr kays=)

super cuteeee game from ben's phone=)
u can toture the lil pple there.
like feed them to shark, throw them into the sea, volcano, strike them with thunder...
HAHAHHAA.
.. ..
..
..
..
..

and lastly,
THANKS LOT SU-RI-A!!!
for the msg.=)

it means alot yo!
and you jiayou too kays!
loves!!

okay. im going to slp now.
tmr= work, anan's, rinku=)
loves!

2009-04-21T20:26:00.002+08:00

i miss tp!!!!!!!!!!!!
=(((((((((((

2009-04-21T20:10:00.002+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MUMMY=))
lots of loves!!!=)
going for dinner soon.
and hope u like wad we are going to give you!

------------------------------------------

anw, sip is pretty boring on the 1st day
we got nth much to do. and they make us read wordy docs.=/
today was much better when we got to do some work
hahaha. i feel like a designer!
LOL. lame shit

okay got to go now.
talk later! BYEE=)

2009-04-20T00:44:00.003+08:00

im going to miss out all the fun because i got my sip.=X
ahhhh.
CCA recuitment, outings, human wheel barrow.
=(

sip better be good.
I MISS TP.!!!

2009-04-19T01:48:00.003+08:00

OPSSSS.

I REALISED STH.

i got emo posts for the past few entries.

which is, not very good. because i promised myself that i'll look on the bright side of everything

so im here to add some HAHA and LOLS into my blog.

so that the whole blog wont look so emo.=X

hahahhaha.

anw, rinku outing with the freshies was great today=)

cycled, play volleyball, captain ball, chill and hang out with those peeps till 11 plus before i head home. thanks for the fun and crazy saturday before sch starts!

meet up soon loves!!

ps: i want the photos!!!

watch 17 again with lt, lav, martin, lav bf, ian, ter, niger and chansee after jam and hop

went crazy and high with the peeps=)

and ZAC EFRON IS FREAKING HOTTTTTTT=)))

ahhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!

oh yah, jam and hop performance was okay.

its like when the performance ended, we were like

' eh, over alrdy ah.?!!' hahahah

anw, free style with the junior girls was love.

mini battles help me boost up my confidence

for the 1sr time, i go wild.

ookay. maybe its not my maximum but at least, its a start=)

i know there is much more i must correct myself on,

like alignment and such.. i'll try my best yo!!!=)

okay. got to slp now.

breakfast with fam tmr=) loves!

=)))

2009-04-18T23:53:00.002+08:00

no, you dont freaking understand.

everyone thinks that they are right.

yupp, everyone is right.

everyone except me.

wth. f***-ed up

its not that i dont want to spend time.

im freaking running out of it.

last time when everyone was busy

nobody mention a word about bonding.

i thought i was understanding enough not to disturb

i went on finding stuffs to do to keep myself occupied

but now when its my turn to be busy,

everyone started blaming,

so, its my fault now that i cant be on time for meals.

IM SO SORRY for not spending time with you all

but i thought you understand.

im not saying anyone in particular

im just venting my rants

sorry if this post offend anyone

it wasnt on purpose.

** the you is just in general. so yah.

Ps: i got freaking no office wear for my sip.

all i got is a pencil skirt.

and many oversize pants and tops.

wth.

2009-04-18T14:23:00.002+08:00

SIP is starting soon and my life is still in a mess.
alot of leftovers to pick up, alot of feelings left hanging around
everything is still so messy and unorganized.
*irritated!!***

omg. and i feel bad for not helping mummy out
bad about nt going over to sh's chalet.
im so sorry girl,
too many commitments, too many promises
im going crazy.

i hate my unorganized life now.
but who will actually understand,
why am i still holding on to everything

2009-04-17T02:17:00.002+08:00

how would you react,

when you failed, over and over again

a) continue trying

b) give up

c) i dont know.

haha. i got a stupid random thought today.

and i seriously hope this random thought wont come true.

it wont, it wont, it wont...

LOL.

PS; i think we look more and more like strangers walking pass each other.

from the chats and hugs to greetings and

the hellos and byes are slowly changing into smiles and stares.

so whats next, just ingore and walk past.?

no please.

2009-04-16T01:08:00.001+08:00

im back from iit night walk!
lols. hope im scary enough as a ghost.
HAHAHAHHAHAHA.

okay. got to slp soon.
facial tmr.
i need to get rid of my ugly pimples and blackheads.=(
nights people!

byee!

2009-04-15T11:19:00.002+08:00

a sudden thought,

i need to treasure the ones that are there for me,
and not take them for granted=)

i need to earn my own happiness.
the same for everything.
if i want it, im going to try my best to get it=)

2009-04-15T10:58:00.002+08:00

now then i understand, the meaning of one cannt have the best of both worlds
needless to say, commitments are killers.
family, dance, friends, tpsu, sip(comming soon), camp outings,
not to mention that inside the friends heading, there are many different groups of them.=X
how can i ever cope well like that.
but everything is precious to me.
give up on anyone of them is like.. arghh.!!

i dont want to be the jack of all trades but master of none=(

2009-04-14T00:10:00.003+08:00

best camp ever=)

anw, went for night cycling with the tpde people on friday night.

the experience was like, wonderful.

we cycled from east coast to kallang then to marina square, then to china town for supper, then to clarke quay, up the fort canning hill, to orchard, cathay cineplex, and lastly marina barrage( if thats how u spell it) ahhaha.

alot of long routes, but the encouragements and beautiful sights are totally worth the $7 we paid for the bike=)

i was telling the girls, if possible, im going for night cycling with my future boyfriend!!

ahhah. omg. we can cycle down the lovely red lanterns at china town, the beautiful lights at clarke quay, the super steep hills at orchard then to somewhere quiet for the stars and sun rise=)

super cool rightttt!!!!

hahahah. thanks for tht virgin night, tpde=) (opps, sound abit wrong but ya;P)

anw, went back to tp in the morning for some serious talk by gin.

shall not disclose it here becos it concerns about the club but yah, i think all of us can overcome it and still stay as close as ever, right?!!

met up with chester (CHEAPO) and head to sentosa after that,

saw alot of late people like us on the way. HAHAH. tp tradition lah.

we missed the final clash but oh well, the freshies have fun, so its okay=)

anw, played ard in the water for awhile when it started to rain heavily and all of us hide under the shelter and cheer like siao=)

omg. its like, hello, tp please, we rock lah=)

anw, went over to vivo after that and started a cheer competiton with sp,

okay, i dun really know wad happen but a fight broke out between this group of malays if im not wrong and tp. super funny lah.

having everyone tring to chap ji ka about the whole matter.

but luckily, everything was solved in the end=)

photo taking like mad with people (shall up load the pictures tmr or sth=))

haha. went back at 10 plus with one whole cabin full of tp students.

omg. i think we damn zai=) hahahha

oh yah, saw liting on my way back, so qiao!

thanks girl for tht msg=)

and i really fall asleep straight after i reach home! LOLS.

so yah, shall up date about sun and monday soon soon!!

byee people.

im tired now.

super tired

*can someone tell me what to do, where to go and how can i make my mark.

i need a guidance, a helping hand.

2009-04-13T09:39:00.002+08:00

i dont understand why am i always the one.

gahhs.

have you ever tired shouting your lungs out to get your msg across but no one can hear you

everyone is leaving, everyone found wad they want.

everyone, except you.

the new comes and the old goes,

but you, you are still there.

wondering when will your turn comes.

i hate this thought.

really, like hate it.

2009-04-12T19:37:00.001+08:00

family outing, nightcycling, tpde talk, sentosa, cheer competition, fight=)

update more later=)
BYEE

2009-04-10T00:07:00.002+08:00

omg. so much stuffs happen.

FO, dance concert etc etc

dance concert was AWESOME.=)

love the concert, the tears we shed during the prayers, when the curtain dropped, the sweat we dripped during prac and rehearsal and the scolding.

its my 1st ever concert and i hope it wont be the last.=)

during the last concert, i can really feel the common goal we are all going towards to becos i know for the fact why are we all standing there in the audi; we love to dance=)

i finally understand what gin meant when she ask us to find out the meaning, i still cannot find the ans but at least i know the way to solve my doubts=)

thanks alot to all that are there for me when im in doubt, all the encouraging words and hugs really helped alot.=)

big love to the few that slacked tgt everytime after lesson, the juniors, street jazz people, nanana, and many more that are there =) LOVES<3

im still going to continue dancing, because

i love dancing=)

for no particular reason. =D

FOW/C

RINKU IS LOVE=)

omg. wasnt really there for fow but im touched when they came back with drinks for the gls on the 2nd day of foc=)

thanks freshies, you people rock lah!

anw, foc was wonderful.

even though we got last again, but like wad the others said,

" although we got last, but we'll last forever"

i know we will cos like the rest of them, i will rather get into rinku and get last than be in the other empires( not tht i dont like the other empires dun mistaken!)

getting last doesnt matter to me anymore when we started cheering bom cha cha after results was released. when i saw the look on every single one of them, freshies and gl, tears of belonging just keep flowing down.

love you lah, people=)

the lovely freshies that cried because they feel bad for nt putting more effort in and hug us when they saw us crying like siao.

the wonderful gls that been through so much with me, all the scoldings, cheer till no voice, fun during outings, hugs, photo takings and go crazy over stupid things.

and not forgetting my dearest sub head partners, HGL and FAs. thanks for understanding and being there for me when im torn between dance concert and fow.(esp partner! sorry!!) all the talks and meetings we have tgt. im sure i'll keep them in my memory=) loves!

oh, and for the yr 3s, im going to miss you people like mad.

like seriously.

OMY, we are going to be ILY soon.

ILY= I LAST YEAR.

i hate turning old.

okay going to slp soon. nights people. BYEE.

PS: MARTIN SHING YOU DAMN IRRITATING!! AHHHHHHHHH

2009-04-06T02:49:00.002+08:00

i didnt know i cn look happy while dancing.=)
lovely=)

STREET JAZZ

NANANA

TPDE=)

a mass post after i come back from foc on wed!!

im so going to miss dance

miss fow

miss my family and friends

FOC,

here we come!!!

tears and joy, something all of us have in common together

okay. its going to be three now

and i need to slp!!

nights people!!!

byee

2009-04-04T00:48:00.003+08:00

its just the beginning.
theres more to come!!
FO AND CONCERT ARE LOVE!

thanks to all that supported the concert
hope we didnt disappoint you guys
=)

one more day!
jiayou fion!!!!
=)))

okay i got to slp now.
NIGHTS PEOPLE.
=)

ps: i miss you=)

2009-04-02T01:09:00.001+08:00

like what lav say,
its through stuffs when u realised who is there supporting you.=)

2009-04-02T01:02:00.004+08:00

tmr is FO yo!!

fri and sat is dance concert

sunday rest,

and next mon to wed is FO again!

jiayou fion!

you can do it!!=)

anw, today full run was sucky.

sorry people, i think i screwed up. =(

i got to train train train.!!!

2more days to concert

BREAKTHROUGH

ps: mummy is back!!!

=)))

2009-03-31T01:19:00.002+08:00

i believe in you=)
lovely song.

i rmb what twinne said suddenly,
dont make someone your choice when they are only making you their options.
true true true.
HAHHA

2009-03-29T11:31:00.002+08:00

OMG. IM 19TEEN NOW. MY LAST YEAR AS A TEEN. =((
i spent the most normal birthday anyone can imagine ytd.
no parties, no frills, normal daily life
but yet, im happy the way things were.=)

a big hug to all that wishes me =D
and thanks alot for all the presents!!
i really appreciate it. =)
LOVES.

dance concert is reaching in 5 days?!!
omg. SUPER FAST=)
one month of hard work, fun, sweat..
ahha. finally its here.
im sure i will miss the concert days,
in fact im starting to miss it alrdy=S
the whole tpde as one going towards the same goal.
=) the grand seniors, senior's seniors, seniors and us
i know we can do it.
YAYSSSSSS!!!!!!!!!!!!!

ps: mummy and uncle flew off to bangkok today!
have a safe trip! =)

okay. got to bring bro out for his hair cut now.
BYEE=))

2009-03-26T01:08:00.001+08:00

FIONN- un-predictedlove.blogspot.com says (12:59 AM):
hahaha
SUREEEEEEEEEE
if not i'll pinch u like mad for 6 daysssss
hahaha
r eu ben says (1:02 AM):
haha
come lor
haha
FIONN- un-predictedlove.blogspot.com says (1:02 AM):
hahah
FIONN- un-predictedlove.blogspot.com says (1:03 AM):
u everytime say same thing but end up still run away eh
los
r eu ben says (1:05 AM):
haha
nvm
i wont run next tme
haha
*time
FIONN- un-predictedlove.blogspot.com says (1:07 AM):
hahaha
OMG
IM GOING TO SCREEN SHOT THIS

hahah. LYNN!!
finally, its our turn!! =)

2009-03-25T23:50:00.003+08:00

more more photos from the shot that day.

________________________________

i can hardly breathe anymore.

everything is so messed up.

im tired.

is there anyone out there that understand?

birthday this year is so not look forward to.

DANCE again.=(

not that i dont love dancing. dont get me wrong

i love dancing, and i so want this concert to be a sucess.

but training in the morning and rehearsal at night?!!

i want my family dinner.

rahhhhhhhh

im sad.

* UPDATE: concert training ends at 5 that day=)

so im be able to have dinner with mummy before she fly off the next day=)

much loves!

2009-03-25T00:32:00.002+08:00

TPDE JUNIORS!!!!!
hahahas.
its fun dancing with them
i like the way we motivate each other, be there for each other until one gets the steps right.
i hope this wont change=)

anw, GEMS4 CONCERT ON THE 3RD AND 4TH OF APIRL!!!
7.30 AT TP AUDI 1
TICKETS AT $15!!!
U CAN GET IT FROM TP ONE STOP SERVICE, O SCHOOL OR ME!!
COME OKAYS=)))))))))))
give me a call or msg if u want the tickets!!
thanks!!=)

ps: i saw pearl today!!!
and i miss her lots=) take care you lovely friend=D
see ya soon!!!

ps2: street jazz is a break through platform for me.
i need to break through.
express fion, EXPRESS.

2009-03-20T22:55:00.002+08:00

credits to apple=)

how does it feels like when u are tired, physically and mentally, of doing the things you love.

i think it sucks. =(

it makes me feel like i got nothing left

i realised that i've been dancing ever since sch holidays started

i didnt even get to meet up with my beloved bffaes=(

i miss them lots lah

including main, kevin and co, joce...

twinnie, yanti, amelia and all..

aiai, jolene, jan, fy, army boys..

ahhh=X

ytd day off from dance made me realised how much im scarificing for the concert

i know its worth it when i see all my hard work pay off

but sometimes, i couldnt help but wonder is it worth all that i've invested on.

** oh yah, i saw this quiz on jesscy's blog.

i think its true too!! LOLS. go take it!! =)

http://www.quizbox.com/personality/test82.aspx

Your view on yourself:

Other people find you very interesting, but you are really hiding your true self. Your friends love you because you are a good listener. They'll probably still love you if you learn to be yourself with them.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:

You are not looking merely for a girl/boyfriend - you are looking for your life partner. Perhaps you should be more open-minded about who you spend time with. The person you are looking for might hide their charm under their exterior.

(hahahha. omg. i think i'll scare all the boys away like tht!!!! )

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:

You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.

The seriousness of your love:

You are very serious about relationships and aren't interested in wasting time with people you don't really like. If you meet the right person, you will fall deeply and beautifully in love.

Your views on education

Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.
The right job for you:You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

How do you view success:

You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.

What are you most afraid of:

You are concerned about your image and the way others see you. This means that you try very hard to be accepted by other people. It's time for you to believe in who you are, not what you wear.

Who is your true self:

You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.

`haha. so, what is the real me like?

i dont even know. =X

2009-03-20T01:23:00.002+08:00

sometimes i wonder if anyone will ever take notice if im not at my happy, cheerful mood. am i that unpredictable, so much so that even if i have a million things running through my mind, no one will ever take notice.

izzit possible if i can stop being strong for once
izzit possible if i can show the other side of me to the public.

i didnt know that sometimes, smiling can be that tired too.
i think i need a break.

2009-03-19T23:29:00.002+08:00

i rent my dnd costume alrdy!!
im going as a _________
hahahhaha

had fun trying out stupid stuffs with rayna and apple today
i love tht shop at haji lane.
lols. i think we should get our concert costumes there.!!
HAHAHAHHAHA.

` when one fight againist fate, who normally wins?

2009-03-19T06:06:00.002+08:00

suddenly, i got the urge to take a morning walk
into the forest, far away from everyone else, away from the roads, the cars, the buildings.
i want to enter into this scene in my mind
i cant really explain how it looks like but i like the calm, fresh feeling it gives me.
=)

haha. okay. random.

2009-03-18T00:23:00.002+08:00

"sometimes, its not that you want to give up but, under unforseen circumstances, its best if you just let go of the rope. "

=////////////////////////////////////////////////

2009-03-16T00:36:00.002+08:00

concert costumes need money

driving lessons need money

bus and mrt concessions need money

school fees need money

hair treatments need money

daily meals need money

outings need money

birthdays need money

empires shirts need money

everything needs money

esp when everything im talking about cost alot.

where am i going to get them from?

tree ah.?!

shit.

2009-03-14T00:42:00.001+08:00

I WANT TO GO TO HENDERSON WAVES!!!!!!!!!!!!

to see the stars at night and sunrise at dawn=)

2009-03-13T23:13:00.002+08:00

i got to save on food.
because eating less food= can go on diet + save up for concert costumes + buy more stuffs=)
haha. so its must.

anw, during lunch today i told liting, estee, lav and pauline that im going to blog about sth.
" DON'T ASSUME, ASK.!!!!"

HAHA. i think its important to ask because normal whatever you assume is wrong.
so ask for confirmation please. =X
lols.

okay. abit crapping, i know.
but i just feel like blogging.
=) haha. off watching my loves now=)

BYEEEEEEEE.

ps: why am i losing faith in love?
reality is spoiling everything
shit life.

2009-03-12T09:41:00.001+08:00

i want to have a new favourite colour
but im too attached to the current one.
how?!!!!!!!!
HAHAHHAHHAHA.

2009-03-12T09:14:00.002+08:00

i didnt know that there are so many march babies!!

aty
farhana(sorry, i dunno the correct spelling!)
carmen
jasmine oon
shortie
andy
chester
amelia
and
ME=)

hahahahha,
anw, results are out!
its okay i guess
apart from the fact that i got a c for AM =X
but at least its better than a D like before
LOL.

okay. i just want to blog.
hahha.
off watching dramas now=)
BYEEE!!

2009-03-07T23:16:00.003+08:00

this photo is really pretty isnt it?!!

okay. i know it doesnt look like a sun rise with all the clouds covering the rising sun

but i still think tht its beautiful yo=)

HAHA. anw, the past one week has been dance dance dance and more dance.

my body is aching to a point that i think that they are used to the cramps and aches
LOLS. anw, the concert concept is slowly forming it's shape

and i cant wait to see the final product.=)

finished 3/4 part for the junior item today

and went for dinner with liting, estee, suria and eulene at smu

love talking to them about random stuffs.=)

estee and suria were super high today. OMG.

LOL. the only sad thing that happened today was there will be no locking item in concert=(

okay, i know we are not that strong enough to perform

but still knowing that there wont be sth i look forward for months since com base is still alil disappointing=/(okay, maybe alil more than disappointing)

oh well, i'll train hard this year,

so that there will be a locking item next year.

hahas. its like 365 days to train. LOL.

ps: sth random.

rmb tht day when i said i went for eyelash extension with xp?

so heres the result=) hahahhas

cool right.?!! at 1st it hurts alil but its much better now when im used to it.

=))

okay. got to run errands for mummy now.

byeee=)

2009-03-05T23:09:00.002+08:00

i miss my rinku-ians!!!!!

yays! chalet is fun fun fun=)

and i love tht place lah.

anw, its dance go home slp, wake up dance routine for me

omg. a good time to go on diet.

ps: all the best to all that are getting their tmr!! =)

2009-03-05T22:48:00.002+08:00

HAHHAHA. I LAZY TO TAG PEOPLE.
so who ever that read this just tag urself kays=)
lols.

Directions:Mark the stupid things you’ve done, then add up the number of questions you marked. This test is out of 100 questions which means that the number you get as your score is your percentage.
1. [ ] Forgot to put the lid on the blender, turned it on, and had everything fly out
2. [X] Gotten your head stuck between the stair rails.
3. [ ] Broken a chair by leaning back in it
4. [X] Had gum fall out of your mouth while you were talking
5. [ ] Choked on your own spit while you were talking
6. [X] Had people tell you that you are blonde when you’re not, or had people tell you that your blonde highlights are going to your head
7. [X] Been caught staring at your crush by your crush
8. [X] Have looked for something for at least 5 min then realized it was in your hand
9. [X] Tried to push open a door that said pull
10. [X] Tried to pull open a door that said push
Running total: 7

11. [ ] Have actually believed someone when they said that they knew how to make a love-potion
12. [X] Have hit yourself in the process of trying to hit something else
13. [X] Have tripped and fallen UP the stairs
14. [ ] Have actually exploded marshmallows in the microwave
15. [X] Have gotten gum stuck in your hair
16. [X] Had gum fall out of your mouth while trying to blow a bubble
17. [ ] Have had the juice from a mini tomato squirt out and hit somebody else when you bit into it
18. [ ] Have had your drink come out your nose because you were laughing so hard
19. [X] Have called one of your good friends by the wrong name
20. [X] Have skinned your toe because you were playing soccer or kickball with flip flops on or you were barefoot
Running total: 13

21. [X] Have put a sticker on your forehead, forgot it was there, and went out in public with it on
22. [ ] Have fallen out of a moving vehicle
23. [X] Have run into a closed door
25. [X] Searched for your cell phone while you were talking on it
26. [X] It has taken you longer than 5 min to get a joke
27. [X] Have gotten your hair stuck in a blow dryer
28. [ ] Have gotten your hair stuck in a fan
29. [X] Tripped on a crack in the sidewalk
30. [ ] Said o’clock after saying how many min after the hour, example: 5:30 o’clock, or 6:15 o’clock
Running total: 19

31. [X] After someone told you that there was gum on the ground, you stepped in it
32. [X] Put on a white shirt even though you already knew it was raining outside
33. [X] Have ever walked up to a stranger because you thought they were someone else
34. [ ] Ever been kicked out of a grocery store/off their property
35. [X] Touched the stove, the curling iron, a hot pan, etc when its on, even though you knew it was hot
36. [X] Taken off your clothes to change into something else then accidentally put the old clothes back on
37. [X] Wondered why something wasn’t working then realized it wasn’t plugged in
38. [ ] Put the cereal in the fridge, or put the milk in the cupboard
39. [X] Walked into a pole
40. [X] Wore two different earrings or shoes by accident/stolen someones shoes by accident
Running total: 27

41. [ ] Put your shirt on backwards/inside-out without realizing it then left your house
42. [X] Tried to take a picture of someone’s eye with the flash on
43. [X] Gotten a ring stuck on your finger because you put it on even though you knew it was too small
44. [ ] Walked out of the bathroom (stall) with toilet paper stuck to your shoe without realizing it
45. [X] Went to go do something/go get something, then when you got there, you forgot what it is was that you were going to do
46. [X] Picked up someone else’s drink and drank out of it by accident when your drink was right next to it
47. [X] Fallen out of your chair while trying to pick something up
48. [X] Have poked yourself in the eye
49. [ ] Have gotten in the shower with your socks still on
50. [ ] Melted your hairbrush while blow drying your hair
Running total: 33

51. [ ] Have done enough stupid things to make a test
52. [X] Have accidentally stabbed yourself with a pencil
53. [X] Have sung the wrong verse to a song without realizing it
54. [X] Have given an odd answer to a question because you didn’t hear the question in the first place and didn’t feel like asking what it was
55. [ ] Told someone you were the wrong age because you seriously forgot how old you were
56. [ ] Looked into an overhead purposefully while it was on
57. [X] Got up early and got ready for school/work, then realized that you didn’t have school/work that day
58. [X]Forgot your own phone number
59. [X] Have tripped on a cord after someone told you to watch out for it
60. [X] Have ever laughed at a joke that no one else thought was funny
Running total: 39

61. [ ] Done the Macarena to the electric slide or vice versa
62. [X] Said funner then had someone make fun of you for it
63. [X] Have repeated yourself at least twice in the same sentence
64. [X] Brought up an inside joke with the wrong person
65. [X] Didn’t do the backside of an assignment because you thought that there wasn’t one because you had already looked and forgot that there was another side
66. [X] Did more work than you had to on an assignment because you didn’t read the directions
67. [X] Corrected someone’s grammar/pronunciation then figured out that you were the one that was wrong
68. [X] Put something in a special place so that you would remember where it was, then forgot where you put it
69. [ ] Put ice in your drink after the glass was full of liquid and had it splash out
70. [X] Told a lie then forgot what it was that you had said and got caught
Running total: 47

71. [X] When wearing goggles, you pulled them away from your face and let go so that they would come back and snap you in the face
72. [ ] Forgot to make sure that the lamp was off before you replaced the light bulb
73. [X] Ran into a door jam
74. [X] Told someone that you hardly ever do stupid things, then immediately did/said something stupid
75. [X] Told someone to watch out for something, then you were the one that ran into it
76. [ ] Have purposely licked playground sand
77. [X] Have purposely and repeatedly flicked yourself with a rubber band
78. [X] Gotten so hyper that someone actually thought you were drunk when you weren’t
79. [X] Have been so hyper you actually scared people
80. [X] Put duct tape on your body then pulled it off to see if it would hurt
Running total: 55

81. [X] Put duct tape on your hair/someone else’s hair then pulled it off
82. [X] Put a clothes pin/hair clip on your lip, figured out that it hurt, then did it again
83. [ ] Sat and wondered why men’s dress shirts have a loop on the back
84. [X] Made up a code name for someone so that you could talk about them to someone else and no one else would know who you were talking about
85. [X] Have gotten a hairbrush stuck in your hair
86. [ ] Used the straw to blow the straw wrapper at someone
87. [ ] Shaved your tongue because you thought your taste buds looked funny
88. [ ] When at a restaurant, you used your spoon to fling stuff at people
89. [ ] Have flung forks at people in a restaurant
90. [ ] Tripped and made the waiter drop the food.
Running total: 59

91. [ ] As you are writing, you move your head back and forth with your pen/pencil
92. [ ] Have drawn finger puppets on your fingers then named them
93. [X] Have wrapped someone in a roll of toilet paper
94. [ ] Have used somebody else’s toothbrush without even realizing it wasn’t yours
95. [X] Have started telling a story and forget what you were talking about or what happened in the story
96. [X] Read a whole book but during the whole book you weren’t even paying attention
97. [ ] You have spelled your own name wrong before
98. [X] When lying in bed you look for pictures in the texture of the ceiling
99. [X] Have used your calculator as a form of communication in a class
100. [ ] Have popped a balloon in your mouth
Total : 64

hahahs. so im nt tht stupid and bimbotic after all right?!!
LOLS.

2009-03-02T09:30:00.002+08:00

for a short random update i promised myself ytd..

friday
THE LAST DAY OF EXAMS. im just glad its over. met up with jo after my paper
she accompined me to city plaza to take out my extensions.
and guess what. my stupid hk made stick on extensions really stuck on to my hair like nobody's business=((
so the only way to remove them is to cut my hair short.
(luckily i always wanted to cut them)
so went over tm to get them chopped off. hahahas.
i like my short hair. i wanted it shorter
but the lady say its better like tht.
haha.
anw, meet up with shay hui and xue ping after tht and went for our 4/7 bbq.
i love my class lah=)
no games, no crazy stuffs.
we just reminise about the past=)
all the stupid fun times we had tgt.
super cool. im missing those days like hell.=(
went home at 1 plus because i really cannt take it alrdy.
super slpy. =( ( didnt get to slp the day before)
lucky i didnt go club as plan. LOLS
ps: py going over to japan on the 19th of apirl, WITHOUT US=(
ahahhas. nah, just joking. girl u enjoy urself there kays!!

saturday
woke up in the morning for dance lesson
went for lunch with suria, badd, raz, and hongling because get got to rush back to tp for refresh=)
okay. maybe it wasnt really a good one i dunno. because i wasnt there at 1st.
but i know we can still brush up and make fo a blast=)
yayys!! rinku love!!=)
went for dinner with them then slack awhile at the playground before i rush home and wash up to meet my dearest classmates for movie at vivo.
watched my bloody valatine,3D
the show is freaking disgusting.!!
with all the bodies and bloody scenes=S
*vomits*
LOLS.
went home after the movie in joe's van
omg. it was then when everything go crazy.
at first, we couldnt find the van.
then later we got lost in singapore.
and nearly went into malaysia.=X
hahahahs.
no we didnt blame joe because he was also the victim
he got to top up his van's fuel.haha
so by the time i reached home is like three plus four when the movie ended at one plus.
omg. superrr late lah.
hahaha. but still i had fun talking rubbish with the rest.
thanks alot for the ride dude.=)
lets all go out again!

okay. thats about it i guess.
got to go bathe to meet xp for eyelash extension!
byee pple=)

2009-03-01T18:17:00.003+08:00

lovin every single beat`
=)

ps: shall update more on fri and sat later!!
busy busy weekend=)
oh, and i'll start linking everyone by tonight. haha
promise

ps2: i cut my hair short!!!
hahahas. every since sec2, this is the 1st time i cut short again.
hahahahha

2009-03-01T17:59:00.002+08:00

FINALLY.
after so many days of enduring, hardwork and stress
my exams are overrrrrrrrrrr!!!!!!!!!!
hahahhahahahahhas
=))
anw, i seriously need to plan out my time properly during the holidays because i got a hell lot of things i want to do before my internship=X

dance concert in a month time
intensive training everyday=)

rinku's chalet from mon to wed!! hahaha
cant wait=) fun fun fun!!
oh and fo coming up too!

meeting up with my lovely friends is sth i wont forget.
no worries, i'll squeeze time out for u pple=) loves!!

oh, and not forgetting finding time for my family,
helping out at the shop, going out on sundays and home for dinners=)

and lastly, im going to pamper myself with dramas, dramas and more dramas!
yayys!! kim hyun joong=)
still as hot as ever!

so many things to look forward for
so little time.
i can hardly wait=)

2009-02-25T18:16:00.004+08:00

3 papers down. 2 more to go.

i hope this nightmare will end soon.

yes, fion. you can do it=))

anw, should i cut my hair?!!!

omg. i got the urge to cut short.

but how am i going to survive without my long hair?!!

ahhhhhhhhh

okay off to bed now.

byee=)

2009-02-20T01:08:00.003+08:00

super cuteeeeeeeee=)

1st paper tmr.
all the best to all that have their exams!!
LOVES!!

ps: i received freaking 3 bad bad news.=(
super irritating.
i hate clashes. esp those that i got to make a choice on.
and, i know its not a mistake logically.
but its just wrong.

2009-02-17T23:30:00.002+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY BELOVED TEE CHIEN WEI!!
WE SHALL MEET UP SOON TO CELEBRATE YOUR BIRTHDAY KAYS!!
I LOVE YOUUUUUUUUU!!!!!!!!!!
AND LOTS OF MISSES=)

ANW, I SURE MISS THE TIMES IN SCHOOL=(
U ARE LIKE MY TWIN CAN?!!
EVEN THE MINIMART UNCLE MISTAKEN AND TOT WE ARE SISTERS=)!!
HAHAHAHS. MISS THOSE TIMES WHEN WE GO AROUND BLUFFING PEOPLE THT WE ARE SISTERS! WHOOO~
CG, DUMMY GIRLS, 1E1, CHEAPO GANG, AND NOW BFFAE=)
EVEN THOUGH WE ARE IN DIFF SCHOOLS NOW
AND WE GOT OUR OWN LIFE AND ALL.
I STILL MISS YOU GIRL!

HUGS AND KISSES!!

2009-02-17T00:15:00.001+08:00

exams!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

=((((((((((((((

i want my freedom backk.

shittttttttttoooo.

rahh.!!!!!@#$%^&*

hahahhahas.

okay im crapping.

and im craving for a morning run. =)

2009-02-15T01:31:00.005+08:00

sugarloaf-ed with loves on friday=)
omg. i SUPER LONG DIDNT SEE TIME CAN?!!
miss them to bits=)
all the craping, lame jokes, laugher, joy and love is sth i will never forget=)
loves.

JAMES!!
even thou u never fail to bully me everytime we meet up,
i still miss you alot! =)

MARTIN!!
im going to miss you when u leave=(
dope popper yo=)

FATIN!
thanks for the present!=)
you are a nice friend=) really.

AMELIA!!!
omg. i miss you lots lots!!
and, stay strong. you know i'll be there for you=)
loves!!

AUNTIE YANTI!!!
you too kays!! stay strong.
its okay if you want to face the problems alone.
i just want to let u know that i'll be there if you need a company=)

HUIJING!!!
heyhey!! i know its a tough patch for you now
but i knw you'll overcome it eventually=)
you can do it. be it dance or love or friendship.
loves!!

TWINNIE!!!
you know, im just happy that you are always there.
whenever i got a problem, you'll be there for me.=)
thanks alot.! for the constructive feedbacks and listening ear.
i hope i can do the same for you too! loves!!=)

MING!!
my OPHIX GL!!
hahahas. i'll miss you when u grad!! =)
loves!

NICK TAN!!
i love your hugs and lame jokes!!
hahahhas. and meet up more often!
i miss you lah dad! LOLS.
loves!

my lovables!!!=)

meet up with the orange people after that.

esplanade rooftop rocks lah

i love the night view there.

and yays! most of them are coming tp!!

cant wait for fo=)

groovy orange!!=)

ps: will post the photos when i get them=)

______________________________________

SATURDAY=)

its VALENTINE DAY YO!!!!!!!!!

LOL. watched benjamin button with liting, estee, badd and kevinn=)

super nice show.

all of us agreed on that.

except for kevinn i think. cos he came late and miss the front part.

so he was lost throughout the whole movie! HAHAHAS.

meet up with jesscy after tht for lunch

and went over to smu to find suria serene and jaskoh.

studied for awhile den went home to meet fam for relative wedding dinner

maybe because of my headache,

didnt eat much there=X

anw, i think the food sucks

hahahhas.

actually supposed to go study at airport

but mummy dont allow (cos im sick)

ahhhhhhh.

okok. got to go back to my books already=)

byee people=)

oh, and thanks for all the vday presents i received!!

you guys are loved!!

=) HAPPY VDAY!

like wad apple say, v day is also a friendship day=)

i love my family and all my friends.

2009-02-15T01:09:00.002+08:00

the show that i'll never get tired of.
from meteor garden. taiwan version
to hana yori dango. japan version
and now boys over flowers. korean version=)

and the character that im ALWAYS GOING CRAZY OVER.
hua ze lei. hanazawa rei and ji hoon!!!
super cool.
always standing at the side, not attention seeking, minding his own business=)
dun you think this kinda guys are super attractive.?!!
hahahhahas.
so secretive.=)
yays! i like! hahahahhaha

<3!!! kim hyun joong

OMG HE SUPER CUTE.
CAN MELT AT HIS SMILE PLEASE=)
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

=)

2009-02-12T00:34:00.002+08:00

its back to the mugging season again!!
this time round i wont be doing last minute studying again!!!
im going to start early.
like now=)
hahahahhas

wish me luck!
the last exam=)
yayys!!!!!

and, rinku outing today was fun=)
i cant wait for the chalet!!

PS: V. DAY IS COMINGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG!!!!!!!!
=)

2009-02-07T00:23:00.002+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY DEAREST SECONDARY SCHOOL GIRLFRIEND=)
SNG WANJIA=)
i love you lah
*even thou u didnt reply to my msg=((
love you many many!!
hugs and kisses!!!

ps: ahhhh. stupid toto ticket. i could have won. =X
just a lil more closer. and i can win the small price. aww..!!!

ps2: thanks amelia, hj, yanti and twinnie for the meet up
it means alot=)
loves you girls.

2009-02-06T08:58:00.002+08:00

ohmygod.
my contacts got deleted
=((
the phone needs an operation.fast.
ahhhhh.

2009-02-04T23:20:00.002+08:00

mummy says today is the actual day for chinese new year,
so HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR AGAIN PEOPLE=)

& happy mugging for tests and projects=)
LOLS.

im spending more and more of my time in the library now.
its like school, projects at lib, dinner, home, projects, sleep.
and the cycle continues.
omg, -_-.

i hope the holidays will come fast
and its my last time chionging for exams.
no more mugging for me after this month.
=)
YAYS!!

2009-02-03T03:47:00.003+08:00

AHHHHHHHHHHH.
SHIT BLOGGER!
MY SUPER LONG POST KENA DELETED=(
FREAK.

anw, im going to sum up wadever i just typed

i love drawing and art and dancing and designing
but i didnt say or show any of my dance moves, art pieces and even play piano to anyone before
because currently,
i dont think my family thinks that im talented enough.
well, i dont know.=X

okay. i think i should stop here.
i shouldnt say anymore.
BYEE

ps: i miss my dad

2009-02-03T03:30:00.003+08:00

IM HUNGRY!!!!
hahahas.
projects, tests, presentations
are killing me.

but still, i want to face stress with a smile.
because i know i can do it=)
LOLS.

eh, random stuffs but
i miss my old organiser.=(
some people laugh and call me a bimbo when i tell them about it
but my organiser is the closest thing to me now.
some where i can pour my thoughts out to.=)

peter said sth that got me reflecting just now during dinner.
i know he was joking about it
but wadever he said got my mind working.
he said sth like, "be yourself or sth. "
as in the real you.

the real me = hidden= i dont even know how the real me is like.
this is how pathetic.
i try searching
but i cannt get the answer.
or rather, im just afraid that i'll be like all the other normal humans on earth with selfish thoughts, gains.=(
no, im not someone like that.
right.?

anw, its saddening when your closest ones dont support ur dreams and interests.
i seriously dont understand why does people judge a book by its cover.
its always like tht. =X
and, i didnt know its soooo important to show people ur passion, your work, to gain prasies.
i thought people will recongise your talents,
if you work hard enough

arghhh.
as much as i want to rant out everything here
i cant
because this isnt my private lil space anymore
maybe, one day when i blog out every single rants here,
it will be the day when i couldnt take it anymore
no more caring about what the others think.
no more covering.
no more.

so much problems.
friends, family, studies, passion, dreams, and myself.

2009-02-02T00:13:00.002+08:00

i destroyed my own organiser. =/
i put it in my bag and squashed it with many other stuffs.
now the organiser is squashed and crumpled.
=(
why why why?!!!!!!!
ahhh. the 1st one i fall in love with.
and i've yet to use it till the second month.=(
uhhhuh..

anw, stuopid wj lied to me about xp's present.
omg. i seriously wanted to pay py $80 for it.
super expensive stuffs=(
arghhh.

anw, sat was well spent with 3 different groups of people=)
dancers, rinku loves, and classmates.
hahas.
sorry i didnt go back to glenn's house after tht becos its alrdy 5am in the morning after my movie and i got to rush home.
but i had fun over at glenn's with rinku=) loves!!!
and, even thou they didnt win in the end,
i still think futuristic was dope.=)
hahahs.
and lastly, underworld wasnt as nice as i thought it will be.
i fell asleep halfway throu the movie again. hahahas
luckily this time i didnt sit with joe,
heng ah!!!!
if nt he will confirm bully me like mad. =S
LOLS.

went home after that.
had a weird dream. but when i woke up the next morning,
i forgotten everything
except the fact tht the dream was weird.
haha.

okay. got to start chionging my projs now.
=(
ciaos people.=)
BYEEE`

2009-02-01T17:55:00.002+08:00

ADSENCE TO LOVE.
is like wind to fire.

2009-01-29T08:49:00.002+08:00

rahhhhhhhhhhhhhh.
freak.

2009-01-28T03:52:00.001+08:00

what if, one day im being blown away by the wind.

will i be missed, or

will i be forgotten.

anw,

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR PEOPLE=)

2009-01-28T01:28:00.002+08:00

IM BACKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKK!!!!!!!!!!!

hahahas.

and i miss hongkong.=((

and its super ever busy street, nightlife, cold wind, never ending shops, long hours shopping (at1am, mongkok is still buzzing with people and shops are still opened?!!!!)...

LOLS.

super cool can?!?!?!?!?!?

OMG.

and i saw tivona there!!

at disneyland!

hahahs. super qiao! yays!!

her whole fam look alike, she. her brothers. her dad=)

hahahas.

i bought supeerrr many stuffs=)

clothes, pants, caps, hats, shoes, bags, wallet, watches, bangles, necklces....

omg.omg.omg.

i didnt shop like tht for super long alrdy can

its like nv ending

from morning till night

ima happy girl=)

ohh, if there is a choice.

i would still want to stay there longer.

alil more will do=)

and i still miss my friends.

yayys!! sch tmr. cant wait.

&amelia, im looking forward to ur bbq=)

we'll catch up soon=)

thanks for replying.

it means alot=)

loves.

2009-01-23T23:34:00.004+08:00

im glad that this hotel im staying at has internet connection=))

hahahahahs.

shop like mad today.

bought lots of stuffs=))

the weather here was cold thou.

hate it when the wind blows onto my face

my hair stands under this super thin layer of cloth.=(

should bring more jackets here.

hahahs

okay.

got to slp now. update again in detail tmr=)

SUPER TIRED FROM WALKING TODAY

ANW, OUR HOTEL IS 1O MINS AWAY FROM LADIES STREET.

so we got to walk there.

in heel boots.

going there was fun.

the coming back part is the toturing one.

arghhhh.

okay. see you guys soon!!

and i miss my friends!!!!@#$%^&*

BYE=)

ps: i goanna miss dance tmr!! =((

2009-01-21T17:36:00.001+08:00

yayys!!! camwhoring with mac book is loveeeee=)))
hahahahahhas.

2009-01-21T15:12:00.000+08:00

im half way up to heaven

because i finish 2 and a half of my projects

2009-01-19T12:49:00.003+08:00

OH.MY.GOD.

I didnt know there is such a website.

http://www.kiasuparents.com

hahahas.

super cool can.?!!

its like a place for all the worried mums

they can gossip and know more about their own kid's life through other parents experience=)

there are also articles and stories about their child 1st day of sch and all

omg.

if this website didnt close dwn in 9 years time,

i'll join them too=)

hahahhahas

2009-01-19T11:56:00.001+08:00

i manage to smack a fly on its butt.
cool=)

anw, i know nuts about my projects.
and yet im trying my best to do them like a pro.
hahas.
irony uhhs.

when u think that homeworks are suckers,
think about reports and projects.

2009-01-18T10:33:00.001+08:00

a picture speaks a thousand words.

2009-01-18T10:26:00.002+08:00

RANDOM PHOTOS=) HAHAHHAS.

the different sides.

my lovely lunchmates=)
jol and xz.
outing pleaseeeeeeee.

its like, "so qiao!!!" we wore the same thing that day! hahahs
underground scandal & lunch mate=)

JOCELYN YEO!!!!
10 YRS FRIENDSHIP PLEASE.=)
LOVE YOU LAH!

open house=) yayys!
su love=)

okay. off to china town with fam now=) loves.

2009-01-17T23:28:00.002+08:00

the new style: popcom=)
funkamania = dope shit!!!!
nus= super far away from pasir ris
shears hall= even harder to find.

hahahas.
i think im good in making equations.
anw, congrats futuristic for making to the finals!!
yayys. im glad i went for the comp.
all the teams are super dope.!!
esp the popping one and trademark!
LOLS. love their groove=)
super synchro, and nice and and and... WOW.

had training today too.
in the morning.=)
i like our choreo.
and the seniors one too=)
goanna train hard for it yo. hahas
oh, and i cant wait for rahim's lesson on tues.
loves loves loves!!!

HIP HOP DANCE is NOT just any rubbish.
its an art
HIP HOP = lyrical, street jazz, LA, jap style...
and the list goes on.
its not some random moves.
and child play.
so, stop critising this beautiful piece of art.
learn to appriciate. =)

okay. i need to sleep.
one hour later, i'll wake up and chiong my project.
=)
BYEE.

____________________________________
HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY LOVELY AUNTIE YANTI!!!!!!!!!!!!!
EVEN THOU I DONT THINK U CAN SEE THIS, BUT I JUST WANT TO LET U KNOW THAT IM GLAD THAT WE ARE FRIENDS AND LOVE YOU LOTS BABE!!!!!!
yayys=)

2009-01-15T22:13:00.002+08:00

movie with classmates=)
lols. super funny lah, joe.
HAHAHAHHAHAHAS.

and, ong bak2 sucks!=(
stupid show with stupid ending.
the main lead die in the end.
got totured and yadah yadah..
hahahahas.
all thanks to joe again.
i fell asleep four times.
omg.-_-

hahahahahs
anw, HAPPY BIRTHDAY SEE KIA=)
i didnt get to shake ur hand just now.
we wanted to buy u cake but u are gone before lesson ended.
LOL.
loves=)

2009-01-15T03:08:00.002+08:00

ROARRRRRRRRRRR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I CANT GO TO SLP.

and i feel like dancing now=)
hahahahas!!!!
i just want to be the happy me again.
boo to all my troubles.
go away!!!!!!!!!!!

maybe its best to forgive and forget.
its the only way for me to put down my unhappiness,
and carry on with life=)

yayys!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2009-01-13T22:38:00.003+08:00

one day, i will be a sucessful person in life.
to prove you wrong.
who say artistic dreams are bullshit.

aiya, whatever i do are bullshits.craps.
thanks for commenting on the conculsion when u didnt even put in the effort to support me.
you didnt even try to understand what im going through,
you just know how to pour buckets for cold water down on me.
thanks alot.
this is just what i need.

i got nth to say.
whatever lah .

2009-01-13T00:50:00.002+08:00

if only happiness is a fingertip away.

anw, sis say oni is bored being the only hamster at home.
so i decided to buy one too.
to accompany oni. and myself=)
i love bibi=)
yayys!!! super cute fat lil thing.

hamsters are the best pet to play with.
other than dogs, tht is. =)

okay. off to study for my test tmr!
rahhh.